silveryscrape (silveryscrape) wrote,
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silveryscrape

So, I watched Justin's special last night. I wasn't going to, because Justin and I are just like meh, usually, but I'm writing this SeSa with him as a key player, and although I've enjoyed using him thoroughly as a secondary character in previous fics, I figured I should do some research. I think I'd better cut:

I can't help it. I've tried, god knows. But I find his songs boring, no interesting melodic structure, the rhythms are okay but nothing supports them, not the lyrics, nothing... Sorry! I love you, Justin! I'm sorry. Well, not really, but you are undeniable, and dammit! You try so hard for us!

Okay, I like Rock Your Body, but not in a major way. I wouldn't dl it. I did, however, dl Where is the Love. Thank you, Black Eyed Peas. Whee!

And Justin always gives me the "I'm simmering with secret angst" vibe. So earnest, so charming... so insecure, right below the surface. A desperate edge. He kinda scares me. I worry, for his sake.

I welcome all rebuttals, and not just because HEE!! Rebuttals.

Today instead of SeSa I christmas-shopped online. Next I will do the dishes and the laundry, and water the plants, and with any luck at all I'll manage to avoid writing all day long until it's time for bed. Then tomorrow I'll do the hospital thing, and Monday... I'll come up with something else, and by Tuesday I'll have worked myself into a nice productive panic, which will communicate itself to Chris and Justin and add (I hope) an interesting aura of freakout to my usual comfort-related porn. Excellent! Can't wait!

*bangs head on desk*

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